I want to start this post by apologizing to those that my infertility post may have offended. I have just been overloaded with pregnant people since my miscarriage and I need to vent sometimes. It was not my intent to offend or hurt any of my friends or family who are pregnant. I am truly excited for you, but you have to understand that I am hurting and dealing with my loss. I have up days and I have down days. I know that the Lord is teaching things, mainly patience through this. I have learned many lessons through this miscarriage and trials. I have had many girls contact me and give me words of encouragement and share their stories with me.
I am sad to say that swimming lessons have not been going as good as the first day went. Tonight my mother took Landon to swimming lessons because of family issues. She said that he screamed from the moment he got into the water until he got out. He did the same thing for me yesterday also. I hope that it gets better but it probably won't.
When we show up to swimming lessons he has a smile on his face and screams, "POOL" and runs towards it. But screams when it is time to get in. When we leave, he again smiles and says "Bye pool". I do not know how to make it better. It makes me smile to think about, toddlers :)
Landon has brought Nate and I so much joy and life could be so different without him. But everyday is an adventure and that is what is so great about having a toddler. He smiles at the simpliest things. For example, his favorite game to play it putting a blanket over his head and running around, hitting everything. Why a blanket is a favorite, I do not know but I love it :) I thank God everyday for Landon, even at swimming lessons when he is the only child screaming.
I hope that this post finds everyone well.
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