We are heading to Florida for a week family vacation. Actually, Nate has a roofing expo but we get to go along. It will be great to get away. The only hiccup is that I have a horrible cold/cough that Landon shared. I am hoping to get better soon so I can enjoy this vacation. I love taking a vacation, but I always get stressed prior to leaving making sure that everything is in order. Thankfully Nate is getting better about helping in those preparations so hopefully I will get less stressed.
On Monday we went and had our first IUI. It was amazingly simple. Nate went at 7:30 and gave his sample and at 9 we went back and I had it inserted into me. Nothing like paying someone money to insert your husbands semen into you. Kind of ironic. I just hope that I actually ovulated since this was a month on a new medication that I do not know how I respond to. Only God can make life, so it is in His hands.
One of my new favorite songs is JJ Heller "His Hands". I love it...Here are the lyrics
I have unanswered prayers
I have trouble I wish wasn't there
And I have asked a thousand ways
That You would take my pain away
That You would take my pain away
I am trying to understand
How to walk this weary land
Make straight the paths that crookedly lie
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine
Oh Lord, before these feet of mine
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave Your hands
When You walked upon the Earth
You healed the broken, lost, and hurt
I know You hate to see me cry
One day You will set all things right
Yea, one day You will set all things right
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave Your hands
Your hands
Your hands that shape the world
Are holding me, they hold me still
Your hands that shape the world
Are holding me, they hold me still
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave You when...
When my world is shaking
Heaven stands
When my heart is breaking
I never leave...
I never leave Your hands
God never leaves me, even when I am hurting and dealing with this battle. He is always there. This song is a reminder of that fact.
Thankfully I have had friends that have been there and willing to listen and not treat me as if I am odd. Or try to hid things and the list goes on. I love that God has given me these people in my life to help me through rough patches and I hope and pray that I can be that for them.
I will continue to try to open up again and feel comfortable on my own blog and share more things. Thanks for all the support. Here is to a relaxing week in FL.
